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Saturday, October 7th, 2006
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I came home to Virginia on Wednesday the 3rd.
Chris flew me in.
I'm here untill Sunday (tomorrow).
Rotten Borough had its last fucking show ever.
Thank fuckin' Christ.
Being in Virginia for the past couple days makes me miss home in Atlanta.
I miss my dog and my girlfriend.
Who might be pregnant.
It seems like everyone these days is having a kid.
Life in Atlanta, or just.. life in general...
is AMAZING.
Besides some issues with money.
Everything is perfect.
I paint.
I work.
I get fucked up.
I chill with my friends.
I go to art shows.
AWESOME.
New Orleans at the end of October.
and..
Florida in the middle of November.
and..
Virginia for Thanksgiving.
those are my plans.
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Thursday, July 27th, 2006
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I am home.
Home for the weekend atleast.
Got a bus ticket from Atlanta to Richmond yesterday.
I left at 7 PM.
Tried to hustle my way on to a bus with a VERY long line.
..that..I.. didnt expect. at all..
Greg drove me home from Richmond and took me to the courthouse.
A very wonderful friend to have.
He helped me in a bind.
that..
I didnt think I was gonna work out for me AT ALL.
Court was nerve-wrecking.
(It was like.. the 5th or 6th time I've gone for the same stupid shit.)
Sucks thinking about being in jail.
I'd much rather be running wild with the rest of the CRAZIES.
..you know?
So.
I got off the hook.
...about 400$ in the hole.
and 40 hours that "were" going to be dedicated to the city of Newport News.
But..
Are now dedicated to the city of Atlanta.
Which should be very interesting.
So..
Which means..no being a hippie for me.
Although..I already violated that one...
But who could blame me..
It's all over.
I'm done.
My chest feels GREAT.
BUT...
Atlanta is WONDERFUL.
So much to see..
So much to do..
So many people to meet..
I AM HAPPY.
So please dont ask me how things with me are...
and then bust some shit about about how great things are for you without me even asking.
It's happened to me twice today.
And i could careless.
Today is about ME. ME. ME. ME.
Sorry to be selfish.
but...
I aint worried bout nobody else today.. or tomorrow.. or the next day.
maybe sometime after that.
peace.
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This is what I have to drive through everyday to get to my house...
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I love being in Atlanta.
I'm home for a few days because of court.
and All I can really think about is going back.
Its pretty sad.
It feels boring here.
Murphy's Law/wasted time/victim show on Sunday in VA.
Trying to catch that, before i catch my plane.
Atlanta is making me look more like a hippie.
My hair is growing long...
My shirts seem to stay one color now...
I got hooked up with 2 Glassjaw cd's and a Beatles Mix cd.
Party for me on Saturday.
Be there.
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Wednesday, June 7th, 2006
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leaving virginia very soon...
starting something else in atlanta.
worth it? yes.
especially after the past couple of days.
way to have great friends. sike.
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leaving: 4 or 5AM wednesday morning.
get excited.
im not here no more...
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I leave Wednesday for Atlanta.
I am fucking stoked off my ass.
I have the greatest IM conversations with my Nig Nig Nella.
She is GREAT.
I hung out with Regina yesterday.
First time in a long time.
I'm glad it happened.
I'm supposed to hang out with Bethany tonight.
I'm not really sure what were doing, but hopefully it will be goodtimes.
And on another note...
I love xpeeps.
Its seriously gross...but jesus...
I wanna take pictures with porn stars...fuck!
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I think I'm moving to Florida for just this summer.
I got offered a place to live, with a babe.
Jensen Beach, Florida is right on the coast. Atlantic side.
Looks like this summer is gonna be dope.
It just sucks i might run into some whack bitches when I'm there.
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It pretty wonderful being bummed out...
And recieving messages from whores that say they want to "fuck me".
(Instant cheese)
Fuck, I'm not complaining.
I do need a vacation though...
Sometime before my next court date.
This new band shit is bout to pop-off.
I almost got all the songs written.
I just need to get some drums to it, and then its straight to the studio.
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I love my life, and here are some reasons now.
I broke up with you.
You were the one who asked..."Is it over then..?" over the phone.
These are some of messages from you after we broke up.
They were sent to me via myspace.
(It is true, I could have changed the words when I copy and pasted.. but Brittney will know exactly what I am talking about..)
You send me messages like this...
"----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: FLY HONEY!!
Date: May 3, 2006 10:04 AM
Why don't you just leave me alone?
I went hot tubbing with friends, get the fuck over it"
..hot tubing with friends..
And other messages like this...
"----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: FLY HONEY!!
Date: May 3, 2006 1:04 PM
I don't think I'm being an asshole, actually.
And I find myself being completely honest with you now, even though you may think I'm not.
I'm not mad at you, I'm just mad that I lost you for reasons that I personally think are stupid.
BUT to each his(or her) own. It's over and done with now and I'm done caring."
..I find myself being completely honest with you now, even though you may think I'm not..
...I'm not mad at you, I'm just mad that I lost you for reasons that I personally think are stupid...
AND THEN YOU SEND ME THIS MESSAGE TONIGHT...
" ----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: FLY HONEY!!
Date: May 7, 2006 9:24 PM
Matt, I have a lot to tell you because I have a guilty conscience.
I wasn't completely honest with you about the Florida trip.
I DIDN'T stay at my friend Rachel's house. I stay at Jeremy's. Nothing happened with him or in that house.
BUT I also stayed at someone elses house. We went hot tubbing ALONE and had sex the next morning because I had the intention of breaking up with you.
I wasn't ever going to tell you but I figured I would because you seem happy and content without me.
I understand that you're going to hate me completely now, but I'd rather you do that than have to lie to you."
Who the fuck do you really think you are..
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I got way too wasted at that church show yesterday.
I left half-way through bloody sundays's set to bark chucks.
I gotta date this week.
My court date is on Thursday.
Greg's b-day is on Thursday.
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I told my mom about my court date and the only thing she had to say was...
"How are you gonna get there.."
Thanks.
We were supposed to play 2 shows in PA.
But Kenny hurt his hand.
The Business is playing on Monday.
Bloody Sunday (w/Keith) plays tomorrow.
Stoked.
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I lost my lincense, because I got caught driving on a suspended.
I lost my car, ..it's pretty much lost...I cant drive it anywhere.
I ALMOST lost my job, because I dont have a car.
I lost my girlfriend, due to Florida and hot-tubs.
Life pretty much SUCKS right now.
Court on May 11th.
I have no clue how I'm gonna get there.
I really dont know how to much of anything anymore.
I just want to get fucked up 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year
..yeah.
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Monday, February 13th, 2006
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my favorite new shoes.
my girlfriend gives amazing presents.
its seriously the coolest present EVER.!
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Thursday, February 9th, 2006
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Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
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Should I feel weird or should I feel happy.
I left last night with the intentions of talking to a certain person (Who happens to be an Ex).
I had asked her if she would like to get a drink and talk sometime.
(Which eventually lead to drinking wine at her friends party-house.)
I parked my car. Walked up to the door, expecting my friend to answer it.
But it was her..
..with an awkward look on her face and a smile.
I said..."hello" and wanted to ran right pass her.
I sat down in the living room talking to my friend.
(She wasnt in there)
After about...10-15 minutes of talking, I see her enter into the living room.
(OF COURSE.. getting that rushed feeling in my stomach.)
I tried not to look at this certain person, but I always noticed when she would glance at me. I noticed little things like her trying to get into the conversation with me and my friend.
After awhile.
We were sitting next to each other. Talking about movies..
And out of nowhere.. she was just like..."Are you ready to talk to me yet?".
and honestly...I wasnt.
I didnt know what to say.
I didnt want to say the wrong thing.
and..
I didnt want to open my mouth, because I was starting to get drunk.
(Me and her always got into these deep as convo's...I guess because we always had something stupid going on..)
She instantly brought up the two times I straight made her feel like complete shit.
I apologized..
I explained that I felt I was justifying the situation at the time by making her feel like shit.
Which wasnt really making me feel any better.
I mean..it did at the time.
So we sit in the kitchen, while everyone else is in the living room.
Just talking for a couple hours.
It was wonderful.
It got to the point where we would jsut sit there and smile at each other... and you know we were both just thinking..."what if...things were different, what if...we had stayed together, etc. etc.
It made me miss her.
It felt like towards the end of our past relationship...everything just fell to shit out of nowhere.
We both kinda agreed it was our friends fault.
I felt like she changed. For the worse...
And the reason I couldnt help but smiling at her was because I knew she didnt changed for the wrose..she only got better.
She seemed so happy.
She just reminded me of how I first met her.
Just sweet. happy. excited all the time.
She told me things like...
"things have been so much different with me" (explaing how.. after Me, there hasnt been anyone else. She wouldnt even consider anything else.)
I guess.. they werent me.
And that made me think.
And that makes me nervous.
I miss her.
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Monday, February 6th, 2006
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Monday, January 23rd, 2006
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Shit has been good.
keeping busy.
having a great girlfriend.
playing with strike anywhere soon.
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Sunday, January 8th, 2006
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I havent updated in a while...
Christmas:
Christmas was good.
I managed to get:
1.)An 30g iPod.
2.)A new pair of Slide-ons.
3.)A pair of jeans.
4.)Some slim-Jims.
New Years:
I ended up going down to Atlanta for New Years.
- Went with Chris and Dave.
- Fall asleep the whole way there.
- Got there at 730 A.M.
- Went to all the record/sneaker/clothes stores in Five Points.
- Meet a girl named Samantha that works at "Wish".
- Ate at Vortex.
- Got "Tiger Beer" from a liqour store.
- Went to a indie rock kid party.
- Meet a skinhead kid from Jacksonville.
- Went to a club called M.J.Q. (It was underground).
- Met up with Samantha.
- Free Champagne.
- Went back to Dave's.
- Played c-lo.
- Went out and painted Atlanta.
- Went to sleep.
- Went to more sneaker stores.
- Got in free to a 12 band show. (Kids Like Us, Guns Up, Shipwreck, Nervous Breakdown, Ruiner, The Crime Scene, Attitude.)
- Saw my Ex-Girlfriend from Florida randomly.
- Ended up leaving the next morning.
On the way home.
- It rained the entire way back.
- Stopped at a Nike Outlit.
- We stopped by Chris's grandma's crib in South Carolina.
- Got some free medicine.
- Stopped by Chris's cousin's crib in South Carolina.
- Smoked a blunt.
- Got a free bag of weed.
- Fall asleep the rest of the trip.
BIRTHDAY.
January 5th was my 22nd birthday.
- Spent the night at Dana, Christina, Chris, and Jarrod's apartment.
- Got tattooed for free. (I got my VL and a Black Flag tattoo.)
- Went out to eat at Plaza Azteca with my Mom's and Brittany.
- Smoked with Greg.
Brittany made me a cake and Mac-n-Cheese with Hot dogs. (my fav..)
Tomorrow is Monday.
Going back to work.
Not stoaked.
Show on the 14th...stoaked hard.
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